Sunday, April 19, 2009

The changes of life

My life has been changing over the last year sometimes at break neck speed other times so slowly that I don't even notice the change. But I have tried to smile threw all of the changes and make the best of my life. This last year my Husband of two years (I know it isn't very long but it still hurt) left me for another woman. He denied that there was another person, but with in a week of moving out he had a girlfriend that he was hiding from me. Now finally at last in two days I will have my divorce papers signed by a judge and I will no longer be married. As I look back and see how far I have come from the scared woman I was a little over a year ago. I am a strong person and I have learned many things like the meaning on of doing hard things, and what it is to keep moving forward. I have become a self reliant single mom who loves her son more than anything. It has been hard, but it has been worth every second of it. I would not go back and change things I have learned far to much about myself this past year to go back. Like I can be a peace maker and not be a door mat at the same time. I can stand up for myself and still have people like me. I can and will say no if something makes me feel uncomfortable. These are just a few of the many important lessons of Change I have learned recently and Here I am today as my life continues to change into something new And I am smiling...grinning from ear to ear.